Doha Demons

In doha airport  I had some demons coming up, negative thoughts, call it what you may. Perhaps anxiety had flared up old mind tendencies.I wrote and wrote, I came back to breath.  I can see clearly the polarity, light-dark( usually the more light there is the more darkness there is) So, i'll battle through the darkness, to come to understanding, to accept it first, be aware of tendencies before moving towards more light. A simplified image of the bhagavad Gita comes to mind, in battle we can choose the demon ways or the godly ways..A few days later, an irish friend shared a similar experience and it reminded me that I wasn't "bad" but just human, and the life battle is, little by little, to overcome the negative-destructive to let the light shine through.

   Negative- positive, pain-pleasure, guilt-joy, heavy -light, but then all of these words are perceptions. what is good , bad? What if we  were simply an expression of who we are. What if we just let ourselves be? As opposed  to right or wrong..but to do that we must set on an inward jouney to discover and let go off conditioning, control, let our tendencies come up...until we find our true inner self, Namaste